Afterwords for Chapter 5

Yeahhhh I’m sorry this one came out really dark but I was in an awful state of mind when I wrote it. I’m not ashamed of it, I really do need my fans to understand how horrible I’m doing on the off chance that any of you can help me. I really, really need it or else work on the main comic is going to grind to an absolute halt for god knows how long. I don’t really need to tell you how monumentally sad that would make me. This comic is really all I have for myself in life, and not getting to work on it would kill me.

At the same time, there’s also the thing that things feel way worse when you’re actually going through them, so in retrospect everything going on right now may not actually be as bad as it feels… but we’ll know when we get there. More than anything I’m tired. Tired of constant work, tired of everything going wrong, tired of delays, tired of failures like failure to redesign the website. Still pretty pissed about that. I was aiming to jump into 2020 with a powerful new website and get straight to work on chapter 6 but instead we got the scariest financial situation I’ve ever been in and delays of unknown length. I think more than anything I’m tired of the grind that I proclaim to be so good at. They call it a grind because it beats away at you, you know, until there’s nothing left. While I refuse to feel like I’ve been beaten to the point where I’m empty, I’m certainly feeling very grinded right now.

Please help me make my comic if you can. Seriously, $1 a month on Patreon and I’d be set if enough people did it.

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